Hmmm..It’s been a while. A very LONG while since the last time i wrote in this blog. A lot of thoughts have been going through my mind lately, including a question about what it is that I truly want to do with my life. Yeah, big question with an elusive answer, I know. I think about this often, but to be honest I still don’t have the answers, but I feel this blog would be an appropriate place to share my feeling.

Blogging doesn’t come to me naturally. Words don’t flow easily for me. I’m neither a witty or engaging writer most of the time, unless inspiration strikes. So this is what i watched myself write.

So what do i want in my life? I guess I want a life of choice, of balance, of love.

I want a life of experiences, and delicious, spicy curries, and cheese cake.

I want a life of giving and receiving, of working hard and playing fiercely, a life of vulnerability and openness and naked risk.

I want a life where mistakes are lessons, not regrets.

I want a life of laughter, of giggles and hearty howls. Of happy, full tears streaming down the faces of loved ones, liked ones, unknown ones.

I want a life where overwhelm turns into abundance after 30 seconds of fretting.

I want a life where all beings — human and animals — are treated kindly, with respect, honor and dignity. Without abuse, neglect and horror.

I want a life of compassion, creativity and more quiet.

I want to have good life with Mocha and Coffee.

I want a life that is ALIVE.